for some reason we talk about her again
he said he dont know wants to go prawning on sat or not?
because that bloody shit gonna bring her go and i never answer him back.
and he said with some anger: now i told you i dont want see her ,not say her so dont attitude.
then i answer back ,not that you dont wants to see her its that you dont want see her with that shit.
damn shit i just forgotten the next minutes whats his answer was.
but i still remember he got say you think only you dont want see her
i also dont want to see her.
What's the point.
so what if you see her,i mean why you doesnt wants to see her so much.
i couldnt understand why you doesnt wants to see her so much
but I also couldnt accept that you wanna see her.
isit that I could just forget it?
12-02 friday
taken half day,night time when work with bii till 11 something
then home bath le when to watch movie" su qi er"
till 2 a.m. when to prata house meet andrew and Bobbi.
then to yishun dam till morning.
13-02 saturday
sleep for a few hours then mummy make "ngoh hiang"
and I bring over to bii house for reunion dinner(lunch)
I have been saying i wanted watch "BIG soldier small general"
and evening we when to watch.
14- 02 sunday
Its first day of new year.
till bii came back he cook fried rice .
15-02 monday
the two pig sleep till the late noon
when kovan play arcade in the afternoon then back home.
then bii sent me home, when his still coming straight in the carpark i saw their lorry
and I say they are behind.The funnist things is he stop and I when down.
I said put me down here faster go.hahas.
because he never when chu shi, ahbee will scold.
but he said nevermind,so I go up again and he ride in my house car-park.
and two lorry facing each other, ahbee standing infront of the lorry
some standing on the lorry
at that moment, everyone turns and look at us ,
so funny.shit and I saw her.
16-02 tuesday
when to lavender food court eat and meet up
then to hougang plaza play billard,
bii , $$ 50 dollar just fly like this.
17-02 wednesday
he's back to camp, when hougang point with mama
then when he came back when to tanjong bakar take mc
the doctor there was like crazy, speaking & laugh like gay.
and he give 3 day mc anyhow.
then when hougang point again for dinner.
18-02 thursday
sleep till evening then had dinner with mama at 631
afterthat when home and sew bii jean to skinny and shorter.
then when to ah heng
due to I gonna work the next day , bii sent me home
and he when back ah heng and meet up then to prawning.
I didnt know what happen...
but I couldnt fall asleep ,
Im I fearing that she will be going?
I didnt know.
without any sleep I when to work and bii came back at 5am.
5-2-2010
take half day leave
when bugis with him for shopping.
we train there.ohoh
forget about it.
till night when to ah heng gather with his friend then when to liang court
to discuss about yehou shirts.
6-2-2010
night time when to amk mac ,
then gather with ham , andrew & kenneth
then when prawning with ah heng ,andrew and kenneth till morning.
we brought the pinky prawning rod.hahas
bii still said wanted cook the prawn together.
7-2-2010
till he wake up ,when to buy 4d then to bugis again
cause his pant needed change
walk around here and there to find his jean.
finally.
9-2-2010
mama cooked the prawn for us.
huhu.his favourite cereal prawn.
friday night meet our old places
i take lift and it open at 7
everyone was there standing at the staircase
every pair of eyes stare at me
I heard someone calling his name
& I saw "him" .
At that moment , I press the door closing button
he dash out and put his hand throught the closing door
lucky there's sensor
the door open again...
I scold him CRAZY.
Thats him , so cute .
saturday he went to fix his bike till 4 pm then came fetch me to eat
when to eat pasar malam then homed.
night time when to find him ,
i found out he forgotten to bring along my helmet.
and he bluff me
finish work , when home take doraemon and when to east coast catchs bear
Finally , he gotten his most wanted doremon clock
but spend almost hundred and sacrifice my pink doraemon
and and and almost he wanted bet away my melody too.
HUMP!!
till left only 20 something when to eat at hk cafe.
then home watch "zhu ge liang" video till 5 am then sleep.
the next day when to yishun to sell his bikey thing then when to eat seoul garden.
till very very full.
原谅我没有说
on friday,
someone from afternoon 2pm sleep till night 11pm
Actually going malaysia during mignight 12 but end up never go
then mignight 1am we ride to chinatown to have porridge & "yu sheng"
then to ah heng till 4am.
and we only left 3 hour to sleep.
He's having duty on saturday.
Such a lonely day.
bring mum's to have the porridge we ate last night and when to see "open light"
shop till mignight then reach home.
and someone is so lonely at camp .
Reaching home is so sickening.
Because I see her , damn fucking piss off.
Lucky he wasnt around.
I dont know why , but justs dont wanna see her at all.
Please dont LET me see her again please.
Its really sickening.
sunday he wait till I wake up
his brother drive us to take his repaired cpu
then we when to "Ah boy" to buy our helmet.
Dot Novo gonna cost us $85.
OH MY GOD.
We didnt brought any and when home.
that's our sunday night.
saturday ,
dearest is so sweet , bring fried sauce noodle for me
then we when to wash bikey at hougang green mutiple storage car-park
using fire host.hoho
after washing & waxing so shiny!
then went home to bath then down to thai disco.
they wanted chop robert actually.
but end up never.
we play pool then go in disco awhile.
never drink at all.
hen cabbed home.
yesterday , when to catch prawn.
then our dinner is prawn prawn prawn.
im getting tired to work already.
i wish i can play every single day.
but too bad ,CANT!.
last friday when to east coast if im not wrong
to catch bear of course.
but didnt catch anything .
I discover I've no time for com alrd.
but i still wanted write down everything
to remember everything we did.
last saturday dearest cooked dinner for me
the fried rice.
Super nice ,I swear
Mummy say so too.
after that going rounding but end up boom then we boom them back.
then went hougang plaza play pool then see dearest play lan till 4AM.
Went home cause I couldnt make it alrd.
Sunday, when to plaza eat hot plate pepper steak,super nice
then when to his mum shop for dinner .
I was damn sad last night.
I bring my courage and I told you.
And you thought thats the reason.
But its not.
You apologise but its not your fault at all.
You dont get it but you said you do
Again, you dont but you say you do.
Never had I speak his name again.
Never infront of you
So never speak her's.
