i couldnt know what happen to me already,
im out of love,im so lost without you.
the moment i wake up which that last night i didnt get to sleep.
i started crying,non-stop.
which didnt happen yesterday
I was holding our photo,
the kiss on my face,your look,
something that is forever and ever still in my heart.
but not in my brain,cause it will become a memories in my brain.
It'll still remain in my heart ever.
maybe its a promise to myself,not really promise.
you are the one i love in my whole life time.
Sorry if i really cant get over you.
cause i could say i really never happen to love someone,
i never even make any promise to anyone or someone maked promise for mebut you are,
how sweet you are only i could know.
But then everything is really too late,
too late!
but you did make me fall in love with you.
and when i already in deep love with you,
you push me away like you never ever love me.
im keeping you in my heart till the end of my lifetime.
never changed.
"You may just think that im crapping all nonsense,"
You wouldnt know me well,i really will keep promise.but then i dont have the chance to "shi xian" our promise already,but every of your promise i will keep it in my heart,i swear!
I thought you wouldnt be online last night,but then you were,im so sad that i find out,the name i always think of is called by her.Im still will be jealous,im so sad hearing that you were chatting with her,i just hope you wont be with her again or even tell me about her but i couldnt force anything ,cause you are already not belongs to me.
It'll only make you hate me if forcing you to anything.
So what can i do.
My mind is nothing now,
instead of that moment,the last minutes,
everyone is looking at us,i feel the world belongs to us,
eyes to eyes,
i see the saddness you have in your eyes,
the tears flooding in the eyes,
i see how much you wouldnt bare
and i want to hear what you say.
The meaning of kissing my forehead,
maybe you already forgotten already,
你是我深爱的女人!
You wouldnt know when i heard that,
seems like im in the heaven.
勾勾手,答应我
we must meet again!
Saying goodbye to everyone and you turn back,
i remember.
You pointed your forehead,and i nodded my head
i wave to you,my mind was saying
亲爱的再见了.
I still see you smiling,
i cant bear but to wave so many times and flying kisses given by you.
so i just got to give the last wave and go.
When i already go,i look back again!
I was trying to control tears infront of so many people,
they thought i was strong man!
But everyone was wrong,once i step in my room,
i cry non-stop.
i just cant control.
IM SILLY AGAIN!
I said all this things again,
not to remind you nor me,
just refreshing my brain to keep it fresh!
i dont want things you are involve became rotten!
JOKE HuH!ITS NOT A JOKE>
JUST A KIND OF SILLY WORD TO EXPRESS SILLY ME!
SILLY JAS.STOP BEING A SILLY!!
