TO SOMEONE THAT WAS THE MOST IMPORTANT IN MY LIFE.
seriously,
i should say i got this feeling,
after i couldnt reach you that day,
(valentines days)
i almost know,
something gonna happen.
I told myself
"wugui bu hui bu yao xiaozhu de"
That what you always told me!
I dont think you will ever do this to me.
Cause no matter where you are
i will still remember your promises.
I thought dreams were never true,
but i was proved wrong,
the dream i had totally alike,in real life.
I was so scare that you will change all your friendster photo,
but then it really happen.
突然的改变让我不知所措，
梦里的你也再也不是你，
不再关心我的你也不再爱我的你。
一夜之间的改变就把我的梦也成了恶梦，
那只是梦还好。
难到你都没有想起我，
想起一直莫莫等你的我。
我现在一直都在等着你的回应，因为你没理由突然离开。
我就是永远都相信你不会骗我。
只想一切永远都不变，梦啊快醒来吧！
一切都掌握在我们的手里。
没有方向的爱就不是爱了。
宋思贤我爱你<33真的好爱你
then i got this terrible dream on 19 feb
but then i get your response
it just like im up in the sky again.
at least your word comfort me alot.
after that i remember we got two times chatting on net,
your attitude changes,
but the only thing you could tell me is dont think too much.
i was sad,but theres no one to talk to.
I know something keep inside your heart,
and you finally speak it out yesterday.
our photo were gone.
at first,you said as in nothing,
then you called "DEARDEAR"
that should be the last time,its too late.
i have been wanted to heard you say "i love you again"
or even call me "dear dear" again
i was so happy when i heard that
but then i was like throw down from so high that i couldnt even climb up now
Till now im still so confuse,i didnt know why you left me just like this
its seems like a dream to me,
"why did you left me when i needed you most.?"
WHEN THERE IS STILL LOVE
im not anyone else,im your gf
you may say that how terrible your life is,
that i wouldnt understand,
i know hows your life is,how lonely you are,
how you need someone to talk to and be by your side
how tired you are!
and as a GF,i know i never happen to cheer you up,
which end up that i dont concern you anymore.
IM SORRY!
I never know you would say "its not worth it"
not worth for me waiting for you,
or its not worth it loving me.
shouldnt drag on this relationship,
i dont know will it be the same if i have already gone to there
but maybe i know once you let go,
nobody can do anything else
I DONT HAVE THE RIGHT TO SAY 'NO'
i know saying this all is too late,
cause i will never have the chance to love you again.
THANKS FOR THE LESSON YOU GAVEN ME THEN,
i have learn not to really believe in promise or anyone else,
i should just believe in myself,whatever i want i will get it back in no regretss.
but too bad,im still believing your promise and even you,
I was just acting strong infront of everyone
So if they wanna laugh just be it,
cause i knew it will happen one day,
whenever im sad,i feel alright chatting with you.
but then i dont think you will really want to chat with me again.
这一次我的爱情等不到天长地久
没关系,悲伤还是我一个人承受
感觉不到的爱,
只好笑著哭 哭著笑 去想你的模樣,
不能忘记的模樣
还以为你会陪我一起打完这场仗，
结果你却要我一个人打完..我输了!
你不会明白我一个人要如何承担那么多人的眼神，
是什么感觉。
