It's 2 am now and I was staring at my computer
I couldnt sleep
Browsing throught my blog
Looking at the past.
I should have said I changed alot.
The way I written my things down.
The action I had done,
Cry because of stupid things ,
because of a small kid ,
Thought Im having feeling for him,
but because he was sweet
writing things that have no sense
Scolding some bad word
Angry because of a idiots
Maybe this are the things that make one's grown up
that idiot sometime will still message me
and ask was I angry with him
eventually I still say no,
Even now you still boom me,
but I still doesnt took those lie you told ,out to say
maybe I still forgive but Its really hate of all those things you did
I thought you are kind once,
but now I dont think so.
I didnt did anything but you did harm
No wonder that day I went out with one of them
he said I always when out with the idiots
I just told him please dont said about him anymore
and he says everyone hate him
Those's guys think he's a betrayer.
Like I said , the past are past that wasnt me at all
Really.
Because its unbelievable to me too
