When you knew it, you doesnt let me go
you bring me last night so I dont go with others on saturday night
And you wants me to swear.
How sweet of you to said those words,but that wasnt your concern.
But I will still keep my words , last night will be last ever.
You finally ask about it, which Im waiting for long
you finally admit
you said you are not pushing him to me
but you thinks he's a nice guy , but Im not
I told you I trusted you most , Im really damn sad you're doing this
If you wants me to be with him , will you be that happy ?
If it really does I will do it to pls you.
Cause I really dont know how to take my next step,even if I do I still fall down.
I think , I write , my tears never fail to roll down
I wanted to walk away , but how much courage must I have ?
I cry with no tears , scream with no voice.So tired , Im so tired.
I wish I could stop everything.
Stop my breathing , Stop my heartbeat
I wanted to end , but not mostly because of you.
Dont be thick skin.
Be fair will you ?
Or I justs have to continue pretending
remain our best friend ever?
A answer decides what I'll do next.